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Part 1 of the OC lore dump and sketches for my second self-published picture book 256 Postcards Ago under the cut;
When I first decided to make another picture book I wanted the entire thing to be done as pixelart because this story was very inspired by videogames that were important to me. I realized early on this would be a nightmare to print and dropped the idea. Here's the pixelart cover!
My biggest inspiration for the book was Majora's Mask which features one boy transforming into 3 different shaped characters. I started to play with the idea of imaginary friends and it bloomed from there.

A couple of locations in the book were also loosely inspired by Majora like the rainbow observatory and tunnels under the town. Nothing too significant but enough that I wanted to mention them.




I based the protagonist on Juni from the Spy Kids movies and his robot bug R.A.L.P.H! I really love those movies and I wanted to see more adventures between the two so Nicholas and Digit were born.



Ollie the elephant cloud was a little inspired by Kirby but mostly I just wanted a third friend who was bigger but still looked huggable and a cloud animal felt right.

In the book there is one female friend is called Ludo. Her name comes from a board game I used to play with my family. I also really love Egyptian designs and based her head on Anubis. Here's some early logo designs too.


Ludo's hourglass represents the time that Nicholas still believes in his imaginary friends, this is also where the title comes from. He has many adventures with these friends which he narrates via postcards. In 256 more postcards from this story he will have grown up.

The postcard the story is based on appears at the beginning of the book and is written by 'Ludo'. At this point Nicholas believes Ludo is real because they've been sending postcards but at the books' end you see his father is the one who has been writing them all along.


Just like the father from Hurricane Lane's appearance was based on an actor from BBC's Merlin so was the father here; this time Arthur. I wanted the two dads to meet someday and become fast friends. The mother isn't shown or mentioned but she passed away young.

Nicholas' dad owns a hotel called Shrublands and his shop sign might look familiar too. The character currently checking in at the counter is my best friends OC who was an amazing support to me whilst making these books. Just a fun cameo!


I also just wanted to take this moment to show the amazing work my friend Lil-Samuu created! She made me little plushies of Ollie and Digit and a hat and scarf Digit as well!!



Aaaaand I went overboard and hit the image limit so I'll put the rest in a part two soon!
(And you can read the book here;) Amazon paperback; http://amzn.com/1484839765 eBook; https://frayedsymphony.gumroad.com/l/JVgUp
#childrens book#picture book#256 postcards ago#indie authors#kid lit#ocs#lore dump#again mostly doing this for myself#but i really do love this book and i dont want to lose this thread#myart#forgot to say as well the title was inspired by 'Two Days Ago' the animal crossing song#and the 256 is because of photoshop and image settings i was using
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made a speed build of this :D
#marso#idk felt like making videos again#also#this is for a not so berry challenge again#but instead of playing with the mint gen first#im doing the rose gen!#mostly because i hate doing the mint gen#since i've done it so many times#also what do we think of this preset#made it myself#think it looks pretty nice#idk#mgp
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guess what i've been reading recently
#im kind of in an art slump ... maybe i should look up art that inspires me drawings kind of been ehh for me recently asksks#then again i havent really been drawing i got sick again 😭 ive mostly been asleep hep me orz#anyways I LOVE OURANNNNN i treated myself to a box set of it for xmas ...#ive been reading it when ive got nothing to do or when i dont have headache LOL#sunnysidedoodles#sunnysideouran
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(ID in alt) I literally said I was gonna post this month's ago and then never had the wherewithal to describe it and so I didn't Lmao (said with pain). But since I'm thinking of opening my commissions I figured I should remind ppl that I. Yknow. Can draw.
Lots of Steph here (I had major art block making all of these and my brain worms for her kept me going) + some sprinkles of stephcass for Cass nation to enjoy!
#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#jason todd#(yes for the teddy bear. it counts)#batgirl#batgirls#mine#< keep forgetting to tag my art as that I'm terrible 😭#ANYHOW I'm slowly getting back into drawing again after my last ipad got nuked (cant think abt that or ill cry) and i finished uni#oh yeah j finished my first year of uni btw. i went to an Olivia Rodrigo concert like a week or 2 ago. I've been busy lol#but yeah it's looking like I've got a fun summer of bottom feeding ahead of me now that I've officially been told i got passed over for that#-comic job i applied for. lol. lmao even#it's fine honestly it was a pretty daunting prospect i just have to find a way to fill the time by myself now#I've plenty of comics to read so that's nice. got wayyy into mark waids DD run recently (mostly for Chris Samnee's art)#so that's been fun! i have my empowered omnibus (embarrassing and kept under my bed <3) i have TT year 1 i have huntress and WW#uhhh i got flash 1 minute war. lots of good stuff!#so hopefully i don't go. completely feral from lack of stimulation#also hopefully commissions will be a thing i can do#godddd there's many mkre things i want to draw. i got too enamoured w my own bad theory and now I've drawn tim!bats#but unfortunately now i only want to draw tim!bats being laughed at my the batfamily bc seriously tim?? really??#< it's literally probably not going to happen but I've invested myself in this terrible future for some reason#imagine damian trying to robin for tim!bats for 1 (one) night and the next morning he doesn't say anything he just moves to bludhaven#he can't take this shit#oh so many ideas...#ANYWAY. ues. finally art. now if you like it. consider commissioning me (in 2 to 3 business weeks <3)#(no pressure)
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Solaris and Songbird
A snippet of a full version of this earlier post I made
(450 words)
Fae King and (GN) Child Reader
The Summer King was not always the most kind Fae, he could scarcely afford it. In his world kindness was weakness waiting to be paid back in kind. So when he heard a young voice pierce his quiet peace, he decided to use the as a lesson about his forest. It would an easy task, appear and play with them a bit, maybe turn them to a songbird since they seemed to love their voice. A punishment to neglectful parents about teaching your child to walk around the forest alone as if they owned it.
He had admit that the child did have a rather sweet voice for a human, and he thought of doing something more than just a simple songbird, maybe one that could also speak and mimic sounds. It would be amusing if nothing else.
The child was bent over in the dirt, singing some old folk song, hair loosely pulled back dirty and sweaty. Who knows when they last had a bath, the King scoffed internally. It only strengthened his resolve to turn them to a songbird. At least he knew how to care for his things.
He stepped into the forest clearing, the air around them both growing thick and wild, a smell of hot summer grass hung like a cloud. The King watched with a smile as the figure froze in place, smart child, to know when they were outmatched, no grand heroics or disrespect would save them now. The child lifted their face, and the King was oddly pleased, it was cleaner than their hair and he could that the child had spent most of their life facing towards the sun. Their eyes looked the same as a fawn caught in the sight line of a wolf, but their mouth was turned into a hesitant smile.
The smile caught him off guard, and before he could think too much on it, the child open their mouth and spoke
“Hello,” they said, their voice soft with a slight tremor but a distinct note of hope, “what’s your name?”
With those simple four words, the King knew that this was to be his third child. A neglected songbird, but with a quick wit and curiosity that spoke of greater things than their tiny village. He wanted to scoop them up, and tell of all the great things they would see and do. But this was not his first time bringing a child of his own. So he smiled as he knelt to be closer to the eye level with the child.
“You, songbird, may call me, Solaris, may I know what you to call you songbird?”
When the child’s face brightened, any hesitation or second doubts were gone, this child was his and he couldn’t wait to bring them home.
#platonic yandere#yandere oc#yandere x gn reader#yandere adoptive dad#yandere oc x reader#yandere x you#a very rough draft#It'd be fun to do like a three or four chapter story of this#do not count on it though#I'm mostly treating this blog as a fun way to get myself writing again#Solaris and Songbird#child reader#songbird: this a terrible situation with no good way out...wait can I out Fae him?
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It’s been 4 days since I drew any of my self ships.

#like yeah I drew a few f/os and fankids#even drew some stuff with my original characters#but nothing with my f/o(s) and my self inserts together#and trust me I’ve been trying for days!!#I keep thinking that maybe I’ll get new crushes since I been rewatching old childhood shows and that it’ll get my creative juices flowing#but I keep stressing myself out about it#that I keep jumping around too much#like I keep disappearing offline lately and then every time I return some drama is going on in the self ship community#and then I’m just confused as hell because no one really tells me anything#I’m just left in the dark#and maybe folks just assume I already know when this shit is happening but no#and then I feel kinda left out#which then I feel like I’m not close enough with people to know what’s happening in the community#which I guess I mostly blame myself that I don’t interact with others much because I’ll post something and then disappear out of nervousnes#and I’m always too scared to interact with any fandom to try to make friends with others who are into the same things#fearing I’ll be looked at like a freak for self shipping#hence why I usually only interact first with other self shippers compaired to those who don’t#well self ship#I didn’t mean for this to turn into a vent#it’s like 4am I should be sleeping#but I mostly feel just… numb#where I wouldn’t say it’s my depression acting up again (it was at first)#but I do feel like I’ve been on autopilot lately#💬 chy chatter 💬#ventish#vent
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insulting and offensive how regularly mindfully training your dog actually leads to visible progress towards good dog manners
#dogblr#dog training#i am unfortunately an extremely lazy trainer#i used to do sooooo much piblic good manners work with marlo#i did basically no public manners work with mav he just grew up to be a really good boy through repeated exposure anyway#i did a tiny bit but was mostly waiting for rory to grow into herself#but now im like actually doing regular and strategic training with her and she is LOVELY#(to be clear i did many many many foundations and lots of exposure with her#i just didnt really ask her to do anything when we were out in public so she didnt know what good dog manners looked like)#and anyway she's just a delight#she's gonna be such a cool dog when she's grown#i think the worst of adolescence is starting to leave us#im getting more and more glimpses of confident and controlled adult behaviour#im very proud of her#(and proud of myself for making it through brittany adolescence once again (and - with you all as my witnesses - for the last time))
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Slams this down on the desk and goes back to commissions.
#astarion#baldurs gate 3#astarion ancunin#bg3#bg3 astarion#TAGGING NEW THINGS IS ANNOYING#Well I guess I get his face mostly but that hair is gonna be a long fight to stylize for myself#LOOK AT ME DOING A FIVE MINUTE SKETCH FOR ONCE AGAIN YIPEEE
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helter skelter in a summer swelter
Sledgefu, Vietnam War/Roadtrip AU
In 1967, desperate to take part in his generation’s great war, nineteen-year-old Eugene Sledge defied his family to join the Marines, completely unaware that this decision would completely change the trajectory of his life.
In 1973, twenty-five-year-old Eugene Sledge finally felt as if he were getting his life back together again when, after five years of silence, Snafu Shelton appeared on his doorstep in Brooklyn with a question: “You ever seen the Grand Canyon?”
Coming to an AO3 near you January 9, 2025!
#merry christmas forcing myself not to post rn so im at least promoting rn#the pacific#eugene sledge#merriell snafu shelton#my shit#helter skelter#putting this out here to mostly force myself to post the fucking fic#:) it's been over 7 years since i published a completely new fic so i am trying to be chill and cool about it#but yeah! multi timeline sledgefu. part vietnam war au part postwar roadtrip#all Eugene glaring at Snafu thinking ‘what are we’#i also spent So much time doing research so. Please Clap#Yes the title Is an american pie lyric Yes I Am pushing the american pie agenda again#the song is from 1971 so it Is possible they listened to this song somewhere on this roadtrip
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basking in moonlight
#my art#jayfeather#wc#waca#warrior cats#wc art#HIIII sorry for not posting for like a month . got sick for a week + still in the throes of a hyperfixation HAHA#hope everyones 2024 is going well so far :] mines going good!!!#I ALSO HOPE YALL ARE STAYING WARM GOOD LORD .. it's cold and getting colder#classes start again in a few days so im really looking forward to that ^_^#ive been drawing + writing a lot but ive just not been Posting .#but i Havent been drawing a lot of cats. so this was mostly to remind myself i can still do that HAHAHA#hopefully there arent any errors to correct bc im gonna go play bg3 for a while (to the surprise of nobodyLMAO)
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Another "Thank You" doodle! I'm not putting names: each one will know what they contributed to make me gather the courage to do this x)
#myart#predastar#tfp predaking#tfp starscream#maccadam#transformers fanart#shipping to the moon and back#legend says Windy draws art for this ship every leap year#jk jk its mostly because their designs make me want to foam from the mouth#I LOVE THEM THEY ARE PRETTY BUT WHY so hard to draw#this took me almost 3 hs and is just an sketch...#gotta color code this pairing with orange-y red filter#because i can see myself in the future doing it again and not wanting to color it pfff#good night i need to eat and keep working on zine artworks#king n commander#ifellinrobothellagain
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Help a college student graduate by answering a survey!!
Hey!! Are you over 18 and in the miraculous fandom? Then this is for you!!
Hi everyone, this is my last semester of uni, and one of my final projects to be able to graduate is to write a scientific paper. I'm writing an article about adult fans of children's animation, specifically Miraculous Ladybug. My goal is to understand what makes adults (like us) want to join fandoms centered around shows aimed primarily at children, and to do that I'd love to hear directly from the source! The survey takes around 10 minutes to answer, it's 100% anonymous and it would help me immensely!
>>Click here for the survey<<
I need at least 30 people to answer, but honestly the more the merrier! I've also made a little thank you gif at the end, so if you see it let me know! If you have any questions feel free to send me an ask, as well!
Please reblog so it can reach more people! Thank you so much!
#what do we love (or hate!! I know people are here bc they dont like the show as much too) abt miraculous that#makes us want to spend so much time thinking and creating things for and about it?#miraculous ladybug#i am once again asking for your support#insert bernie sanders meme here#alskdjasd#no but really if you answer this it would help me so so much#and i'll be so thankful#i will reblog this post a bit frequently so please be patient with me 😭😭#also the point of this is not to shame anyone for watching kid's shows in any shape or form#i just love animation and kids cartoons too#my first intentions with this research were to ask why do we mostly view animation as a kid's genre instead of a technique to tell stories#in the west at least#but it was too broad of a question and I dont have enough time to dedicate myself to it#so i narrowed it down to something i'm familiar with#which is why i went for#so uh anyway#pls reblog#and answer my survey#thank you so much
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random omegaverse thought:
There must be people who experience specific instinct things with indifference or boredom.
Procreative cycle coming up? "Crap, I've got plans this weekend...stupid skip weeks."
Caught an intriguing scent while walking? "But I need to get to work! Shut up brain."
Had a snap response to a distressed sound? "Who was it?! ...right, it's my day off, I can go back to sleep."
Somebody growled at them? "Kid, I'm not a rival, that's my sibling."
Super cozy cuddle session happening nearby? "I'm gonna pass tonight guys, no social battery left, maybe next time."
Group of friends heading out to flirt and check out other singles? "I'm coming with you but only to make sure you all get home safe."
Setting where fated mates or soul bonds or permanent marks are a thing? "Meh. I don't really want one or care if I ever get one."
People in the actual omegaverse would get as bored of their stuff, as we do of ours, you know? It could be interesting to see that kind of vibe in fics. Biological demands faced with all the excitement of paying bills or doing laundry or tying your shoes.
Even if that kind of energy might not drive a plot, it could be interesting to have as a contrast to the people who do have big feelings about them - good or bad.
There's the friends who can't wait til they have a pack of their own, and the one friend who isn't against it but couldn't care less. There's the group in the office who are all about scent compatibility tests and figuring out one's best match and what sprays most highlight it, and the coworker who has no intentions on putting that much effort in. There are parents who hover and protect their offspring by scenting them multiple times a day, and others who don't see what the fuss is as long as it's done in the morning.
...also: packs with introverts who show care by giving each other space. So often, closeness is depicted through physical touch and tactile affection, but comfortable silence is meaningful too. Knowing people are near, but not having to interact until you're ready. Sitting in the same room doing different things, knowing that all it takes is a "hey, look at this" to share what you're up to. People understanding and accepting each other's differing or fluctuating needs for how and when to recharge. Seeing somebody reaching out or sharing space, beyond what's their norm, as a signal of the fact that they care.
#omegaverse worldbuilding#a/b/o worldbuilding#a/b/o dynamics#kinda#not gonna tag sfw though it mostly is#heat/rut mention#twovvie chatters#hi its me im introverts#a version of me in omegaverse would love to live in a pack house#as long as i could have a space to myself#people nearby? good! people around all the time? uhhhh#even my family knows that after so many hours of fun family party#i'm gonna disappear to whatever room has the fewest people in it#or find a random corner and start reading#“oh! i didnt know you were here” yes that was the plan#also i just find the idea of someone#who couldnt care less about pairing up#to be funniest in a setting where that's a big deal#“too bad you havent found a mate yet” “no i already know who it is”#“congrats! when do we meet them?” “oh i didnt mean that i'm going to date them. i just know who it is.”#“but i thought you were single?” “yup.” “don't you want a mate?” “nah too annoying.”#cycle day? nice i get a free day off work#cycle day? ugh not this again#the duality of man (a/b/o edition)#granted i hc heats/ruts as heightened libido and greater fertility#because i dislike elements of heats/ruts that (imo) mess with people's ability to freely consent#if the only non-sexual options are pain or solitude and the species needs compaionship as much or more as regular humans#then not being able to or being unwilling to is like a punishment for those people#sure stress or other needs can short circuit it (irl) but theres plenty of reasons to not be interested that arent “you have a problem”#surely i'm not the only person who reacts to various body requests with “later i'm busy” right?
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back on my meds can i get a well done jess, i know that was a really big thing for you, and i'm so proud that you made this decision to help yourself despite how scared you've been about it hell yeah 🥺
#i didn't come off them responsibly which was dumb but i was Not Coping Well and Making Bad Choices#then i built up this anxiety about starting them again even though it became very clear i needed to#mostly about the initial side effects that hit me like a truck last time and convincing myself they will be 100x worse or i'll fucking die#or that they won't help anymore and i'll be back at square one#but they do help. they don't fix it but they take the edge off. and i've been ✨️on the edge✨️ for a little too long#and i'm so ready to be able to SLEEP again. i haven't been asleep before 4am for the last 3 months 🙃 sweet slumber come to me#so! on we go! i am scared! but this is good!
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The fact there's more tracks missing from the Merlin Soundtrack than just the S5 ones is incredibly frustrating.
There's so much good music in the show that isn't on the playlists and arghhh it's soo frustrating because it would be so good to listen to!!! Especially for writing, sobs.
#bbc merlin#merlin#give them all to me give them allll to me#im mostly thinking about the tracks that play close to the start of S3Ep5 and the track that plays a few times in the show when Arthur is#doing cool leadership things but the first time it appears is in S2Ep13 when he asks who wants to volunteer to kill Kilgharrah#as far as I know this one appears twice more in S4Ep13 with the mouth of hell and S5Ep12 when Arthur gives his speech#there may be more ive forgotten#actually with one of the two I'm talking about in S3Ep5 the first one that plays also plays in S5Ep13 when Arthur wakes post wound#the second one Im talking about plays immediately after that one and idk where it plays again if it even does#anyway frustrates me to no end that there's more tracks than we were given and just give themmmm the ones that are missing are literally#the best ones shdfghsdfg#also ive been procrastinating writing to write this post and these tags which yes i did fact check myself which required looking at episode#lol
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compiled all the currently released clips of macbeth (that i know of)
#(mostly for myself because it was getting tiring scrolling down my macbeth tag/my liked videos playlist#every time i wanted to watch one of them again)#macbeth#david tennant#cush jumbo#ws#hope everyone loves the bit where i list the act/scene and explain the context of each of the clips in the ones i uploaded#but in the officially uploaded ones they dont do any of that. this playlist is a nightmare
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